Amar left to watch the movie , which was on due for long time. He was waiting for this movie from long time, and finally it hits on the screens. He just had one or two friends in the college. And after joining the job, he justs goes to office, does his work and leaves to home. He did quit alcohol as he didn't had any social companions to drink with. He thinks , alcohol is meant to be shared with the persons you are emotionally attached with, and he didn't had any after leaving the college. But he couldn't quit the cigarettes , because he feels cigarettes are the companions with whom you can share your solitude with.
His life was going routine and he was pretty ok with it. "Mighty heart" was really superb and it did really hit him right on the nerves. Why does this al qaeda and other groups do these things and what is their objective? Ruthless killing of people for their demands.His mind started wavering. When would the world be filled with peace, joy and happiness, with no bloodshed killing.Why does always good people have to be the victims.
He was completely driven to thoughts while driving and couldnt see on the truck coming from the far end, and when it came really close, His nerve impulses started responding and showing reflex arcs. His body was in a mixed reaction. Some of it felt," its too close now, give it up". Some of the other though knew it was pretty close, wanted to put up last effort or the last attempt for rescue. And so due to all confusion and vain effort, his bike thrashed to the truck.He felt a hard blow on his head, and thought that he is about to kiss the death. He just wanted to rewind and go back to see what has he had done till now, before kissing the death. He remembered him being the class topper once, his parents which he could never forget and then his college friends then his job. Thats it. He pitied himself for having such a worthless life.He was skeptical about missing something, and he did. Suddenly her beautiful face stroked on his mind.She was the most beautiful phase of his life.beautiful, elegant,sensitive, charming and ...he was looking for words to describe her.But he couldn't imagine they being parted. They were together for two years and then after the college, she was forced to marry some other guy, and Amar couldn't do anything. He lost the elixir of his life. His life without her was pointless.Aah, the time was over , the death came.It kissed sweetly, cuddling him to sleep forever. He thought death would be a hard thing to happen , but it wasn't.
You have done no good, and u don't deserve to be there anymore. He responded instantaneously, I don't want to. Its really bad. There is no worse hell than that.I couldnt get one thing i really lived my life for, and i don't want to be back on that hell anymore.
He felt somebody hitting on his face, and tried to opening up his eyes. It was his parents. His mother was crying and daddy was trying to keep him in conscious. He was taken to the operation theater and this time, he fought with death and emerged victorious. he didnt had any cause to live for, but had hope . His life was at worse now, and there is always something better than worse. He had hope of something better in life. God is really crazy and so is our fuckin heart . It can find the Never land. It can make anything possible. Who knows, he may find the spirit of his life again. May be not in the same form, but something different.
PS: three or four days back, i along with my friend were talking about unexpected death, And this crap came out of that. :)
