Monday, October 23, 2006

A Lav triangle, splitted at every angle.....

The boy was completely new to the place....far....very far from the place…where his home used to be.The new place made him cozy and uncomfortable,where all different kinds of souls were gazing this boy, the glutton guy,the lean short fellow, a gal with really cute preity (pretty) dimples, a gal wid really cute smile but with awkward spectacles of the thickness of binoculars,a stout gal, who was looking ready to go to score the next gold medal in weightlifting in the coming Olympics…which our poor country INDIA has been desperately trying to whittle.

To the boys good luck, the souls that were gazing at him , turned the other side, while a voice was keep on running at a high pitch in the new place.The boy was not at all listening to the voice. It was now his turn to look over , to take a glance of the souls which were gazing at him till now.This became his daily schedule for many days..Till he got aquainted to the souls along with him.

The boy was really bad at mathematics,so he joined tutions to improve at his numbers, which he was so bad at.The boy was really fond of the idiot box(as he had no idea of the networking world that time,which he later got to knew,and his addiction shifted towards networking from idiot box), than working on numbers. The boy got to knew the different human emotions by watching number of things on the idiot box, and the fusion of his thoughts,along with his confused minded thinking made him know the crappeist[some say its the best, while it has been the one thing right one time, and the other, the other time] emotion, which we call "LAV".The boy was noticing a gal while the same gal was constantly noticing the boy(though the boy was not that good looking) and this lead the confused curious mind of the boy felt the superhuman emotion called "LAV".The boy somehow could manage to top the class, while thinking of all the crap stuff(which he downloaded directly into his mind from the idiot box).Anyhow due the exams and stuff, the boy couldnt effort on his mind to think about the crap stuff much and so,this made his first infactuation("LAV") boil out from his mind.He was at that time too young and confused mind to think seriusly about this stuff.

As soon as he was done wid his 10th, he was thrown into a so called college, were he had just the correct time to make up for his studies, and for his friends.So he had almost forgotten the gal.The boy though not that talented ,was lucky enough to get into one of the premier colleges.The boy was good at making good friends, and he found some good friends who matched his frequency. The destiny had something different to write in the boy's fate. a latter gal entered into the boy's life.The boy was really desperate to have this gal, whom he really liked true from his heart. The boy approached the latter gal through a wrong way, and made some mistakes.Meanwhile the boy met the former gal accidentally and the gal invited him to a coffee nearby.They had a gud conversation cherishing school life memories, and then ,at sudden, the tone of the gal changed.The boy didnt expected the gal would say this, but this made him put in dilemma...to choose one of the two...The former gal who has been a good buddy to him ..who made the boy felt the superemotion first time in his life, or the gal who he has been desperate of.

The boy anyhow could manage to come up to a decision and after thinking a lot ,rejected the former gal. Meanwhile the boy was having sour time wid the latter gal and the things with her just faded away very fast with time.The boy could somehow managed to come out of the trans(really a brave boy).

The boy was now introspecting over the things.he felt he was in a love triangle, which now in course of time splitted into each angle. The angles being the former gal, the latter gal and thirdly, his life without any one of the two in his life.The boy who was now a good thinker, after getting practicality, was real happy with the third angle life.(though the boy was still holding a chance of approaching former gal again, still chances are good there,but the boy didnt gave try again to former gal again).

But still the boy had doubts which he wanted to put before the people, and to find his decision of going along with the third angle life was better than the other two decisions.So if you people are in the same position the boy had been, which angle had you gone along wid....Which angle life would have made the boy's life better.To go once again for the FORMER gal, to give again a try for the LATTER gal or just go along with time with the third angle.

post your comments on my attempt to write a STORY kind of thing.......ADIOS

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

me nd my philos....nd spirituality

I have been thinking hard for a nice juicy topic from the past many days but finally settled on to this worldly topic on which every person is trying to give his stuff and trying to define in his way.

I think , In general, people would consider this post boring than the past two, but i always like to talk on this kind of stuff, So its me, giving my try.

In my terms, spirituality and philosophy are the two important parameters in evreryone's life to make your thought process better and practical ideal(practical ideal means the solution which is nearly ideal solution but definitely practical).

Recently i was boozing along with my friends and one of my friend said,life is not a game of chance, but life is game of choice.I found this thought quite amazing. I really want to make my life count, and that too in my way. I don’t want to change my life for some crapper.One thing i want to say is don't let yourself to change completely because of somebody, just improvise. This improvization can be possible by introspecting on regular basis.

To me , the element that firstly counts to me in any person is attitude but not character. I think if you have attitude element, the character element is inherent. So trying to work on the attitude element will make your most of the things set right in your life.
Around 3 or 4 years back, i used to wonder and get puzzled for many things. There were many things , i used to hate them that time, and now ,the same things are my life, my passion.. Some of the things i used to wonder were, how can people read 500 or 600 pages of a novel, leaving all other intresting things behind. How can the people read tomes on idealism and spirituality. How can people talk hours and hours on boring spirituality. But to my amusement, these are the same things I am very passionate now. This four years of my engineering didnt gave me any great tag or degree or any great achievement( though provided me employment), but one thing I am really sure is, it improved my thought process a lot. It brought a kind of maturity in my thoughts. There are some of my close buddies, which are also responsible for improvement of my thought process.I cant name them as my ego doesnt allow me to do it(just kiddin, )

To me, spirituality has nothing to do with God....it all deals with making your life better,thought process better,live more lively and doing some good things.Some books which really moved me are The Old Neighbourhood by Avory Korman, Who Will Cry When You Die by Robin Sharma,Tuesdays With Morrie by Mitch Albom, The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho.Iam sure you read one of these books, you gonna learn very much from them, and atleast one of these gonna move you.
I have seen an equation some where, and i truly believe it.

Philosophy + science= religion.

Religion has nothing to with caste and creeds, the sucking bloody barriers, but this term is of mucher higher plane.Learning up from life and thinking reasonably and logically, helping people, being compassionate is the Universal religion.

To me , life is all about freaking at your first half,analyzing and working out your ass for your passion, being compassionate, in the later half.The aftermath of first half of your life will teach you , how to whittle ,score in the second half of your life.

So keep LIVING LIFE,AND STOP ANALYZING........ ...cos there is lot of time left to analyze it,for now JUST LIVE THE LIFE.
adios for now...dont forget to post your comments....