Friday, September 22, 2006

retrospect...review..passions....

Done with my first blog and i got the reviews of it..the theme of the blog(story) was good, but need to increase my approach towards the reader...any how critics are must, so that to get better on the things i messed upon..

So i will try to be a bit proffesional nd sophisticated in this post.

In this post, i want to tell you about my fanatasies, my weird dreams and passions and my crappy thoughts.

I do have the exact idea ...about how my life should be, but gaining control on my life, with such creepy and wierd passions and dreams would be just like finding the exact value of square root of -1.My policy in life is to taste every bloody thing , be it bad or good, beacause you just have only one life to do all the things, and if all good deeds are done in this life, where is the room for the bad things you havent done.How could you know that its really bad and it should not be done , if you dont do it..

Coming to my dreams, i had the dream of being a cricketer at first(which almost 95% of the people have in their childhood).A bit later got a bit bored of cricket and then thought of being a scientist, around in 9th class(after knowing that nobel laurates are one of the richest people and are given huge amount of money after scoring nobel prize)., but to my fate, iam ending up being an engineer.

Iam a bit into reading, these days ,from nearly one year, kudos to my supersenior sharma, who worked on me ,a lot, to install(haha) the habit of reading in me.The first book i have read was five point someone, and it was a great start to reading . Now i have given my try on non fictional and spiritual stuff and i can bet they are the most amazing stuff on this earth.If a nice pile of non fiction books are given to me and iam left alone anywhere on this earth(even without fairer sex) , i can assure you that i can survive over there. One thing i really like in me is the habit of analyzing people.i love doing this crap though this crap led me to many difficulties.

Iam a movie fantasizer and i love watching good movies, though iam not that much into english movies, but of the english movies i have watched, A beautiful mind of russel crowe moved me the most.I also like french kiss, minority report and bruce almighty.Iam lot into watching bollywood stuff and there are so many movies on the list which inspired me,moved me,titilated me smittened me. major of them are Black, lakshya, Rang de basanthi.. and lots more.

One more thing iam really passionate about is music, without which i cant live.I love listening to english stuff.They really make sense....especially avril lavigne, eminem and lot more crappy people which i think iam too lazy to mention over here.

i like play tennis, cricket and table tennis and these days iam playing football a bit....but i dont like it that much...cos it needs your butt to move continously, which is a very difficult thing for a lazy,infact laziest creature like mee.....

Kartheek in his blog confessed about the fairer sex, and after him confessing about his stuff, iam also gonna confess some things about fairer sex. I had number of crushes in my life from my school up till now., but never got lucky till now.Once got lucky , but i ruined it(Damn me, got lucky once and messed there too).The thing that counts me the most in the fairer sex is ATTITUDE element and to my poor luck, i havent found my attitude girl till now.Praying hardly and heartily to God to find my attitude girl before i end up with some messy girl.(pls God, are you listening).Iam almost done with my engineering now and still dont have any girlfriend(God listen to this, not fair kadha.....so be humble).

One thing i strongly believe is, whenever you are in a big mess,dont panic, cos everything is in your perception.Its in the way you handle it and the way you look at it and in the way you deal with it.

Thats it for this post. Pls post ur comments.i have already thought of the topic of the next post.Writing this kind of stuff is making my soul pure because of confessing all my guilts and shortcomings here.So think God will start fulfilling my weird wishes .(hahaha). C ya.....

mie...first blog....

hmmmm.......to start telling about me,its a lot of pain in the ass to write all(or atleast some) things about me cos i bet iam one of the laziest creatures on earth and its really difficult to put my bum on the chair nd strt writng my blog.
Coming to me,iam a common guy ,i love to freak a lot,damn bad at my regular college stuff,tht is my academics......scored five point someone once,and kudos to chetan bhagat and his novel "five point someone" ,iam being proud(or atleast not regretting for my bad score) for scoring five point some which i havent scored uptill in my life.
summarizing my life in short would be a bit difficult thing,but i will try to complete this crap regarding me in 2 or 3 blogs.I love breaking rulez.In this blog,iam gonna write abt my first major break though (hahahahaa though breakthrough is not the term to be used here,but i like using it here..).







my schooling happened in Kanpur , Agra nd Delhi,nd i can say Delhi was the best of the three,i had good bunch of friends there and one day..............







We all came to a decision to run away from our respective houses,reason being parents burdening our lives with just bloody homework.I was in 8th class at that time,so we all manipulated sum money from our homes.( i manipulated 2000 bucks from my home).We collected around 15k bucks at total.we were at total 6 members and we were damn proud of us for being free nd independent.



we went to many places ,nainital,mussorie,dehradun and after getting finished up with every single penny we had(around 5th or 6th day.),we were now worried of survival....just like an endangered species worried of their survival,we had to beg money from some person,explaining all the stuff abt us to make him believe tht we r not any theifs or pickpocketers and making him believe tht we belong to decent families.Mean while the things got tensed at our homes, i.e.. our parents association.(tht is our respective parents....in total) were tryin like hell for searching for us and were blaming each other of their son being initiator for a great crap like this.



mean while at dehradun we all managed sum money nd finally called our parents informing tht we have no money and about the place we got struck in.We couldnt understand why were our parents being so humble that time,but we expected something very odd gonna happen to us.We were received by our parents association very gently and when we finally reached our homes,we were white washed.We had a nice feast from our parents for doing such a great accomplishment.



Though these things look a bit immature(i dont considered this thing immature cos i was just in 8th class at tht time nd immature is something which u do hastily without applying thought process, though u know tht it shouldnt be done)This was the first major breakthrough in my life(breaking of a rule) and this kind of things repeated a lot in my life These kind of things really smittens you.I want this kind of things happening regularly in my life cos these r the things u gonna remember wid a smile, for the crap things you did in the past.



Really i wanna be lucky like the IITian chetan bhagat who is scorin a handsome nd lumpsome bucks for writing his thoughts and his life,i actually have a lifetime dream of writin a novel or two and may be iam gonna write it by 30 ,atleast,and hoping to score sum bucks like Chetan.



I like writing this kind of stuff,but the two things tht come in between to devoid me to write are the laziness of me and the critics,cos iam not tht good at writng.
sincere comments are always welcome .ok le...please post ur comments and make me know that do i have any potential of being chetan,cos i dont want to loose money on my first book, that is publishing of my first book as free copies to colleges nd street vendors and the chat vaala for wrapping up their stuff from the pages of my book(hahahaaaaa).I cant bear that.Thats it for this blog, cos its almost long time i have been working hard, writing the blog nd editing it, which is a very difficult thing for a lazy creature like me.



catch u all in my next blog ..chaps.................