Very next second , I feel very ordinary about myself, not making any f***** difference, involved in my own narrow world, with my dead monotonous lyfe.
What does it take to be great.?
I am still in search of it.
Sometimes if i feel the existence of God, i wonder how did he invent marijuana, which later was discovered by man!!!
Emotions fly from the positive side to negative and so is the Lyfe.
I am seriously clueless about what sentences my mind really wants my fingers to type and what exactly is being typed!!!
All i know is , i want to beat this world, the successful people , and want to leave them far behind .
PS: marijuana at its peak, forced me :)
3 comments:
hmm are you to drugs?
Or just that its the feeling...
Dont worry...
Everything would be better if it is not already.
@ afaq : hehe... its just the feeling.... btw marijuana isn't a drug :) ....
mmm... i'll first share my thoughts on tobacco because that was once of more intrstng and u evoked that intrst relating this post to the invention of marijuana...
i many times used to wonder about 'man' who had the idea of 'inhaling tobacco smoke through mouth'? i mean... how the f*** did he get a thought of 'making the leaf dry', then 'fire it', and then 'inhale the smoke'? how did he overcome the basic instinct that makes one's reaction of keeping one's nose away from smoke?
the way i consoled myself was funny. it was like "may be once, over a summer, he could differentiate the tobacco smell of the smoke of dry tobacco plants in a fire accident in a forest...then slowly amused by its effect on mind... may have tried different varities"... lolz.
okies... coming to ur subject... i never(i can say this word, when i wish otherwise only in a few instances) wished to beat this world but survive at least with the least subsistence... to leave successful people far behind but to get along with... to make any f****** difference as i feel it makes any difference when u feel for it(if and only if u r a man who does what he feels for...!) or at least when you are able to derive a need out of it or feel the necessity for it to happen...!
so, no worries buddy... if a thought is made in this perspective... chill.
P.C: kevv... i guess it is so but i hope, this comment is not lengthier than the original post.
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