Glad

Have I been gone,
Just that I am alone,
I should be happy because
Somebody finds me charming,
and somebody who finds me admiring.

Craving for the home,
for the people I love,
I am at despair,
but I need to  be strong now.

There is a thing called hope,
which fulfills the desires unlimited,
the world has run on it,
and It also should keep me spirited.

I should look into finer details of lyfe,
get happy with a baby smile,
take a shot or two in a while,
cos lyfe is a voyage with unlimited miles.

I think of my closest  whenever I am sad,
I think of my great mom and dad,
because sorrow is just a fad,
I owe to god for this lyfe and I need to be glad.

Motivating Myself :)

one last time,Seriously one last time.
Enough is enough,
lets retaliate, conquer.
Need to do solid hard work,
need to come on to the top.

Need to be the best.
Show what i have.
like a wounded lion,
need to come back,
come back very very strong.

crack mocks like i have never done.
Toil like I have never done.
Enough of High,the spark would die,
If i go back to high.
Need to buck up,
Wake up Arvind.

perfection is the word,
I should have the choice,
destiny should not be by chance,
I should be able to kick,
I should be able to kiss.

I am definitely not what it reflects,
I know, i have potential to touch the zenith,
but illusions are dragging me down,
I don't want to be a clown,

Master all, not even jack of one.
It can be done.
All i need to show is ,
courage and determination.

PS: just wrote to motivate me :)

WTF

Pissed off.
I am screwed.
Why am i going through hell.
Should i really bother about it.
I really don't care, but,
Why am i still bothered about it,
Alcohol is the best remedy to it !!!!!!,
I am back in the trap,but i know,
I would soon be out of it .
Where is lyfe leading to,
I am really clueless about it,
I have an idea about it,
but i anticipate it to be different,
because its not lyfe,
If its expected ,
Hope is the cause,
Driving the world,
Overcoming difficulties,
acheiving impossibilities,
Being Content.

PS: Random thoughts :)

Betrayal

Why do i shed tear,
When i know you cannot be near,
You wouldn't come to my life again,
Oh my dear, Oh my dear.


I know I have been betrayed,
banal were the moments which together we lived,
All the beautiful things were just faked,
I don't want to live, I want to be dead.


You are sole cause of my dejection,
Who moved me to heights of frustration,
I now regret for our relation,
Even if i ask you,you don't have any explanation.


All I do is now cry and cry,
I take drugs, Hallucinate , to substitute your high,
I don't have anything left,
I just want to die, I just want to die.


Though betrayed , I still love you,
You are my insanity,I want you,
You are the only one, Without you,
There is nothing that I can do



PS: Just an effort or try to understand the feelings of person who had a love failure :)

A girl :)

filled with your dreams,
you are my passion,
can't live with you,
do i need to mention.


The first time i saw you
i found myself in a magic spell,
lots of things to convey you,
but i sware,i don't have any guts to tell.



ohh my girl,i do see,
you have been changing the world around me,
There is nothing i can do,
I have been hallucinated by you.


You are my life ,
you are my zenith.
I only want to live with you,
give me just one chance , and i will prove it .


PS;few posts after being into TCS ilp. wrote most of them while i was feeling sleepy in the class :)

Optimism

A raindrop,
finding its way,
deep down in the sea,
to become pearl someday.



Live lyfe,
in your way,
give your best,
and don't care of what people have to say.



live your lyfe with lots of love,
and no room for anger and dismay,
have some passion, work on it,
and success will surely kiss one day.



Lyfe is bitchy,a few things happen your way,
and a lot of things the other way,
but live it as an optimist,
to live lyfe to the fullest.

Sea-shore

Sitting at the sea shore,
looking at the tides,
reminds me of the lyfe,
beautiful and wide.


One wave catches many other,
combines,joins and becomes bigger,
doesn't care of what it has,
hits the rock with all it has.


looking far at the sea,
where the water and the sky are same at the infinity,
God is such a wonder,
to design it with such a creativity,
is it reality or a reverie,
to be blessed upon with such a beauty.


Walking on the beach,holding hands, each other,
and waves hitting the legs often,
sitting at the sea-shore with her,
looking at the beautiful dipping of the sun.


God i owe you a lot,
for the nature so beautiful and so her,
i want this life eternally,
me , her and the mother nature.

Hope :)

Lots of things running in my mind,
lots of tasks to complete before i wind,
need an aim to live, hope i find,
before i wind, before i wind.


Should find a love,find a passion,
which would keep me happy and stunning,
Hope is the only thing which keeps me running,
doesn't matter you are losing or winning.


walking on the beach, hands in hands ,
with the girl i love,
Having a smoke, while reading the book,
at a place so isolated,
are the things which keep me spiritied.


Love the lyfe,because there is
nothing better than it,
live the every moment forever,
because its no worth,
feeling dejected about it.

LYFE... an Evergreen Forest

life has been black and white,
some dumb things happen,
and some did bright,
some serious issues happened,
and some super light.

I rather think life as a rainbow,
it is nothing but drops of water,
but when light falls on it,
its shows its heavenly beauty..
so we all are basically bright,
but its just that we need that light,
to fly to heights.

life is an evergreen forest,
cos there is always something to treat for,
life is a journey rather than destination,
cos there will be so many to look for,[:)]

Life just happens this way,
some things goes your way,
and most of the things the other way,
but see the life with a view of an optimist,
to live the life to its fullest.


PS: i wrote a poem after so many days. though my poems and blogs are so bad, still there is friend of mine who still likes it.(weird!)...This poem is dedicated to her on her birthday.happpy bday....keep livin lyfe[;)]

Pearl :)

A rain drop......
Finding its way,
deep down into the sea..
Thinking, it can be a pearl
someday...!!

Live life,
in your own way,
give your best,
and surely comes your day :)

leave stub and live lyfe :)

leave it, throw it,

come out of it,

hurts you, kills you,

why is it a habit??

you are dying,

you arent living,

then whts the point in trying??

you are a moron,
you really suck,
come on, come out of this junk.

would you live with it and die,
to get momentary high,
or get out of it,
and make it really high.

dont look for the reasons,
to get rid of it,
instead get rid of it,
and make the life an eternal autumn season.

Heart :)

crumbled into pieces,
i need to make a way of own,
its so hard to start on,
but i know, if u have for it,
u gonna definitely make it smart.



phases and changes are very much required,
when in , by life, you r fired,
so think of the changes as the optimistic notes,
u have been carrying in your memoir,
which later become moments to cherish upon.



things are best done,
when u put ur heart in to it,
so, give ur best shot to it,
cos, one shot do not miss the chance to blow,
opportunity comes once in a lifetime, u better know.

DOWN :)

Lost in the jungles of unproductivity,
loosing on my passion,
loosing all over the "opportunity",
down at my lowest point,
things reaching at the acme of complexity,
really, why am i getting so dirty>??

i know,
i should transcend my limitations,
i know,
its not worth doing, what you don't like
i know,
Its life ,doing what you been dying to do.


i know,
where am i going wrong,
but , i know that,
in me, i can't bring that reform,
but ...
i don't want to die as a fucking coward.

RAY :)

Plethora of thoughts rising in the mind,
hoping my cluster of emotions to unwind,
pulled by the gravity of the situation,
would i stand on to the expectations.



Iam going numb for the way things are going,
alone iam vexed, iam dying and dying,
but there is still a ray of hope,
the hope that keeps me alive,
Anticipating, for a pleasant sunrise of my own.



Standing still for a bright sunshine,
waiting for a day of mine,
hoping that my day would come,
give your best, but don't always expect it to happen,
because expectations are the causes that let you down,
So smile always , whatever goes on.



PS : Poem after a long time, THis is the first poem after i joined up my job :)

LYFE.....the magic cycle...☺

Live the way you love,
love the way you live,
the pretty moments ,
the gurgling incidents,
the sniggering narrations,
of the liveliest enjoyments,
the unknown expectations,
continuous fairer sex iterations,
and then its popped out situations,
which later become source of entertainments.

The time you have spent with vodka,
to vent out your frustations,
to bring out your emotions,
this is what the life is,
life without all these,
is just no way close to,
what actually life is.

The time comes when
you are out of the coll"age",
there would be no such friends to get engaged ,
you and your solitude ,
would be your companions,
and your life would be a one dimensional array,
with office and home its elements.

because when you are far of friends,
your are in trans, an unexpected vaccum,
starving for the friends,
occasionally sobbing for them,
sharing philosophy, expressing emotions, experiences,
when you meet them after a long time.

Now comes the fairer sex element in your life,
you work hard for the girl you have liked,
but when you realize she is no more in touch with you,
you think of when & where did you met her first,
get complacent with what you had in the past,
regretting, why do time runs out so fast,
and again think of the moment,
that when did you met her last.

Life just happens this way,
some things goes your way,
and most of the things the other way,
but see the life with a view of an optimist,
to live the life to its fullest.

PS: i was a bit down thinking of the future ahead after three months.When you are emotionally down, thoughts run so fast in you. This is my stuff and i dedicate it to all the people close to my heart.(it may sound childish) Love u buddies.☺

EMOTIONAL FOOLS (this is for u [:[)] )

DUMB & NUMB

Perturbed by the emotions,

Confused by the notations,

Lost in the deep jungle of imagination,

I am still striving for my conviction,

Without checking over the complications,

Leaving me with no options,

And kill out my navigations.

Everything is going above head,

Nothing is going the way, its said,

Everything is seeming so odd,

There is nothing to which I can hold,

I think I am living dead.

Everything is on the air,

There are many things I should do, alas, I cant dare,

Everything seems so distant , nothing is near,

bring me to life , oh dear,

I don’t have the liberty to cry a river.

PS : this seems so funny and hilarious. I tried to crap a poem and this turned out to be a complete kindergarten school " RHYMING POEM " . anyhow..done wid my poem, so its your turn to bear it now.I think i can coin a new word which you gonna sense and feel after seeing my blog regularly "BLOGOPHOBIA". [:D]

ANGEL................

your love is like a star,
shining in my heart,
lightening up my life, its true, girlll,
i never felt this way before,
i keep want it more and more,
what would life be, without you girl.


you shown me the love i have never seen,
you like an angel in my sweetest dream,
you have given me my world,
i couldnt find you out, my girl,
iam not able to see anything real,
i know,no love would love this.


oh my, oh my ,
i never wanna say you goodbye
how much you mean to me,
i realize, i realize.
come babe, baby come close,
i may never gonna let you go,
how much you mean to me, do you knowwwwwww...


you have shown me the love i have never seen
you like an angel in my sweetest dream,
you have given me my world,
i couldnt find you out , my girl,
iam not able to see anything real,
i know,no love would love this.


you are the girl i have been living for,
i dont want to lose anything more,
just be my life and bear me once more,
so that i can repent for all, i have been regretting for.......................






PS: when you are real confused to do something, the poetic hormone(if it exists)
in you makes you to write complete crap. I couldnt convey the thoughts and emotions in right proportion, but wanted to put it over here,so bear this.Sometimes you find it difficult to choose between choice by chance or chance by choice and then things will......(lite le lol).I will wind up here,dont want to irritate and confuse you much more than you already are... :)

mohandas ARVIND KUMAR gandhi.........MY EXPERIMENTS WID LYFE :) :D

Things gonna got to say this way,

this would be, yeah , my day,

all I got to do is , give a real good shot

strike the iron while its real hot.

This time , things gonna be my way,

the day coming ahead would be my day,

i really want to crack a big jackpot,

but that should come to me ,

deciding that do I deserve it or not.

Life is a chain of complexities,

with constantly changing priorities,

with a lot of adversities,

but don’t look it that way,

see life as an undying insanity,

see it wid enough clarity

to rid off all the complexity,

and improve its quality.

Life is about applying your philosophy,

its about finding your ecstasy,

its about looking for your intimacy,

so think well in the life,

to LIVE LIFE KING SIZE.

PS :my second bad attempt to crap something poetic. still it needs to be edited .Lot of editing left still.But felt like publishing it first and editing it on the improvisation of my thoughts :)

COMPLICATED......... my crap in poetic form......:)

Sometimes the things in life go so complex.....and bizzare.....that you tend to..... stop thinking productive....and you will think just crappy.In this poem,iam trying to express frustation in a poetic or ballad form.This poem kind of thing is little bit inspired from the GOD looking gal ...Avril lavigne . She really rocks....great singer.....wid great looks nd great attitude....this poem tries to explain the frustation of a boy for a gal ........





i look, but you dont look at me,
i like, but you dont like me,
all things are going so dizzy,
thoughts are going so crappy,
why do all the things in the life get so complicated,
she is like an oscar where i dont get nominated,


my thoughts all over for you,
my life just made for you,
these thoughts are making me so frustated,
why do all the things in the life get so complicated,

iam going just mad for you,
i say i cant live without you,
i know all this is foolish,
but still cant get out of it,
your image is making me so captivated,
why do all the things in the life get so complicated...................


I have tried all kind of stuff,
i have tried smoking
i have even tried boozing,
but nothing makes me as wild as you make me addicted,
why do all the things in the life get so complicated,







This is my first silly attempt to write silly thoughts in a poetic fashion. I know it sounds so childish but still wanted to bring out a very very poor poet in me.... i know i am not gonna get any compliments for this, so waiting for hard crtitcs to comment on this poor stuff....... c ya.........